Tylor. Michigan. Astrophysics major. Music and Space.
After she passed away, I stopped being able to feel emotion. I wasnt happy or sad, angry or joyful. Even my own depression, I knew was there but if someone were to ask, I would say I was fine. Even being able to feel energy around me or sense other emotion, that was completely gone too.
Its been over two years now. I’ve finally made a change for myself, to escape the hole that I have been stuck in. I’ve moved to back to the place I felt most comfortable and had the most opportunity in. Even though I’m working for the same place, its a new location, new people, new bosses, and the energy there is fantastic. There is so much less stress and anxiety here, its so refreshing.
I went out with my roommate and a buddy of ours to one of our old hangout spots when we were in school. Its funny how times have changed, but so much has stayed the same. Just being back on the same ground, its almost reinvigorating my senses again, showing me I can feel again. Maybe its the air, or the full moon tonight, or even the earth I walk on, but I can tell that this is where I can grow again and get better.
One step at a time.
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